He held my hand while my attacks hit,

Why are you being nice to me?

Why are you staying when my attacks hit?

This feels like a dream for me,

Nobody ever tried to comfort me when my attacks hit.


How can a man be nice?

I wanted to cry,

I don’t understand how a man can be nice,

I did my best not to cry,

No man has ever truly been that nice to me.


I always felt so alone when my attacks hit,

How can a man truly care about me?

How can a man still love me even after my attack symptoms hit?

I don’t understand how a man can be nice to me,

He’s showing me a different way of being treated when my attacks hit.


He’s showing me that not everyone is mean to you in sickness,

It makes me want to cry because he’s not mistreating me in sickness,

There’s still love in his eyes for me even after sickness,

He’s still happy with me even after sickness,

What did I do right in order to find a man who still loves me and stays with me even in sickness?