I state my dreams and my goals,

Yet there are times when I feel that I won’t live that long,

Hard to believe I’ll be alive to accomplish all dreams and goals,

Hard to believe I’ll live that long,

Perhaps it’s the exhaustion that I feel that would get in the way of my dreams and goals.


My body feels the stress of life,

My mind can sometimes be too much for me,

Constantly working to change my thoughts so I can keep overcoming events from life,

Yet my thoughts can be so stressful for me,

Still I keep surviving life.


Yet the question is, “How long will I keep fighting?”

Will there be a time when I actually give up?

Will I always have the strength to keep fighting?

Would my own health be the reason that I give up?

I just don’t see myself reaching the old age no matter how much I keep fighting.